19.6.07

untitled

if I brought
you into my world,
made you feel how I feel
and introduced you to my demons,
what would you do?

would you ignore
the wisps of anguish,
clinging to me
as I clung to you?

would you fight
valiantly against them,
a heroic attempt to
vanguish them?

or would you be drawn in
and shown the distorted dreams
only they
can provide?

15.6.07

WiThIn

(do it)
now? (yes)
why? (you know why)
...I do.
(exactly)
now...(quickly)
soon. (now.)

(good)
(never do that again, I'll have no more attempts to destroy me)
don't leave me.
(I'll be here until the end)

...was it you...?

was it you that held me until my final breath had come and gone? was it me that forgot to breathe or was it you who forgot to remind me? am I to blame or are you just blameless?