28.2.05

rEaL

He brushed past her, the scent of him lingering even as he continued down the hall. She breathed deep, taking in what was left. That smell drove her wild, made her want to follow, just to be near that scent. She wondered what aftershave he used, as she fumbled with her locker. Maybe something oceanic, or musk....She thought, no, that’s not it. She continued down the hall, still wondering...

A tingle ran down her spine, and she tensed. Someone was behind her, she knew it, yet she forced herself to continue down the hall. Was it him? She could hear a light tapping, barely audible above the tap of her high heeled shoes, yet it was there. Enough is enough, she thought to herself, as she turned around to face whoever was following her.

“Crap! Jewel! God...You scared me! Say something next time!” Jazz told her friend. “You almost gave me a heart attack...”
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“If you really want to piss me off, keep talking.” She said, desperately trying to keep her voice under control. She stared at his face, studying his eyes, and tried to understand why he had to keep bothering her. “I need to study.” She turned back to her writing, and looked something up in the text book.

“OK...I’m going to leave you to your studying then...I’ll talk to you later.”

Apparently, he didn’t get the message.

“Do you think he’ll ever leave me alone?”

“I don’t know Jazz, maybe. What if you acted totally mean and snobbish to him? Would that make him go away?” Jewel clearly had no intentions in helping, as she was clearly busy sorting through her recent RPs.

“Ugh.”

Hearing her friends sigh of dismay, Jewel turned to look at her. “If he even comes close to you, or tries to make a move on you, I swear I’ll take him down. Ah! I need something to punch.” She growled at the air, and cracked her knuckles.

Adam showed up at the table a few minutes later. Jewel and Jazz were busy planning of ways to keep him away.

15.2.05

River Styx

dark waters,
swirling,
terrifying,
yet deathly silent...

the silence
is huge,
is loud,
is overpowering...

it is filled with the dying,
made of their last breaths...

the river is swift,
sleek and smooth,
its surface unbroken...

it carries the dead,
taking them to an eternity of
neverending pain...
to an eternity of last breaths...

Oriental Landscape

Tall mountains,
rise high into the yellow sky.

cranes,
swooping high,
their legs long and graceful.

tiny boats,
their sails mae of delicate parchment,
fluttering in the light breeze.

vibrant vegetation,
with reds, yellows, and blues.

everything shines,
everything glows,
everything is beautiful...

Doors

she runs,
trying door after door.
none of them will open,
none will give
her the safety she desperately wants and needs.

she sees one,
in front of her,
only a sprint away.
she lunges forward,
running as hard as she can.

she reaches it,
and grabs the doorknob.

it pulls away,
rips out of her grasp,
slamming shut right before her eyes...

14.2.05

Valentines Day Quote

One person,
"I love you."
The other,
"I wish I could..."

Love is....

Love is to you truth and purity...
Love is to the others something that is wrong...
Love is communication...
Love is that special dance...
Love is is your first kiss...
Love is what you never think it'll be...
Love is laughter...
Love is solid...
Love is seemingly unbreakable...

Heartache is after love...
Heartache is what rips you apart...
Heartache is painful...
Heartache is you crying in a corner...
Heartache is breaking up...
Heartache is remembering all of the good times...
Heartache is seeing the one you love with someone else...


HAPPY VALENTINES DAY...
(to the one I love...Or used to...)

11.2.05

Betrayal

she remembered
when they had first talked
how her heart sped up,
how easily she smiled
when they were together.
this amazing love...
his cruelty,
harsh words.
the way he broke her heart.
the way she cried so easily
when she thought about him.

Mother Earth's Language

the words flow over her,
mumblings of an insignificant race.
she hears the whispers of the rain,
the trees,
the wind.
the bubbling of a stream
sings all the secrets of the world to her.
the whistling of the wind,
brings delightful stories,
from all over, from everywhere.
she hears the laughter...
she hears pain...
but most of all
she hears everything that
we,
the ignorant human race
cannot.

French

classroom was loud,
the students excited
about something,
maybe nothing at all.
teacher quiets,
staring hard
at the back of the room,
her sharps words
piercing
the conversation going on there.
class continues,
the guilty students
pretending
to read their books,
trying in vain, not to laugh....

Snow fallen

the snow floats,
soft and thick,
coating the sleeping form.
once she had played in it,
her excited yelps
blending into
the constant
chirps and delighted screams
of other children.
she had wished for cold,
an eternity for playing in the snow.
her form had been there for three nights rest,
her wishes finally come true.

Oceans

The water was churning
all around her,
sucking her down
into the deadly depths.
She fought back,
kicking her legs
in a desperate attempt
to reach shore.
Yet she knew
that it wasn't there;
it never had,
and never would be.
She gave one more weak attempt
at staying afloat,
then surrendered...

9.2.05

Love

love
commercialized by the media...
the romance
taken out of everything...
courting,
is a thing of the past...
and those
sacred daydreams...
are scoffed at...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY