Unsent letters

I asked you once what would turn your love for me into anger. What would turns the tables, so that I would be the once begging for forgiveness. You answered slowly, unsure. How could you ever get mad at the one you truly love and need? Especially someone who is perfect...There was only one thing you said, which was cheating.

Sometimes I almost wish that you hadn't told me that; that I hadn't asked. That way I wouldn't feel any guilt when my emotions began to turn from you to another.

I know that you love me. I love you too. But I don't love you as much as you love me, and I doubt I ever could. This could probably destroy you if and when you find out. If I felt the need to apologize, then I would...But I don't regret my actions or emotions; it isn't my fault. It isn't anyones.

If there is one thing I would be sorry for, it would be the pain that this will cause you. I'm sorry.

-Jasmine

hearts turned, once faithful, forever and for always. fate does not consider us in his good favour. i beg for your forgiveness...for your understanding. i have always been there when you needed me. push me away; turn to other friends...learn to heal. i have poetry and religion to comfort me. please do not ask too many why questions...although i know that you deserve answers. the connection we once had, is distorted. it makes me uncomfortable. i am unable to read you; your emotions the same way i could before. somethings gone wrong. i could say sorry for an eternity, and i'm sure it wouldn't be enough. all i ask for is your forgiveness..

-Celest