Longing

how long you waited for this,
and now it has been stolen away.
how you dreamed for this moment,
only to have it cruelly ripped away from you.

you watch,
alone,
deserted,
seemingly betrayed,
watch her lead her happy life.

Your thoughts drift constantly to her,
your tongue speaks only of her,
your eyes see only her,
all you know is her.

It causes you pain,
but to make her happy
it is what you must do.

...if only it didn't cause you such agony...